One year ago today, I was scared to death of you. I was so afraid of the unknown. I was so afraid I wouldn't be able to support you financially. I was so afraid I would fall short as the man who would lead you in life as your "How-to Guide." I was so afraid that if I held you , that I might hurt you. One year ago today, I was anxious to see what you would look like. Would you be as beautiful as your mom, or would you be cursed with my big ole head? Would you turn out tall like me, or have your mom's blue eyes? Would I be able to spoil you without creating a spoiled brat? Would you even like baseball?? One year ago today, I sat in a hospital room, surrounded by so many family members and friends that were so excited to see our first born arrive and I couldn't believe that one little guy could attract so much attention...
One year ago today, I witnessed your first breath; and though you don't know it, I was the first person in this world to make eye contact with you. At that moment, I suddenly realized that it didn't matter what I was afraid of. It didn't mattter what you looked like, or what eye color you had. All that mattered was that you had arrived and our world was made absolutely wonderful. one year ago today, it became so clear to me how my dad has felt for me for 32 years and what his felt for him. I discovered what it feels like to have the love of a father, for his son, and how I'll challenge to the death, anyone who may try to rob that from me.
One year later, you're more beautiful than I could ever imagine. Your head is perfectly sized. You've got your mom's beautiful blue eyes; and at the rate you're growing, you'll be taller than me before I know it. We're working on the spoiling part and I'm trying real hard to force the baseball issue, but the jury is still out on that one... and we won't even mention the financial part. Thank you for making my cloudy days bright and my sunny days even brighter. I can't imagine a life without my Miles or your smiles. Happy 1st Birthday Bud! I love you!!
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ok, this made me cry. Your a perfect father babe.Can't believe we have a son like Miles:)
Ahh, Happy Birthday, Miles! You are a handsome boy!!
I remember one year ago today waiting for the arrival of Miles. We were all so thrilled when he made his appearance. He is a beautiful little boy. The most beautiful blue eyes you can see right through. I close my eyes and see that beautiful smile and my heart melts. Makes me feel so warm and cozy. You and Kim are wonderful parents.
Tear, tear...sniff, sniff. What a sweet, perfectly said post. Couldn't imagine life without little Miles!
You have gotten me choked up. You are a wonderful dad, and Kim is a great mom. So glad that Miles has been in our lives this year. Can't wait for all the new adventures and laughter he will bring. Regina Dawson
Sniff... He is an absolutely beautiful little boy, and I have no doubt you and Kim are making wonderful parents! Happy 1st Birthday, Miles!
Oh my goodness!! What an incredible tribute to an incredible little boy.
You make a great Dad and you're a great writer, too! Congratulations to y'all, again, on such a beautiful addition to your love. It is so cool when he reaches for me as I pass by... such an innocent trust. Love you.
What a sweet post from a good dad!!
Lynn, this is a wonderful post about your love for your "little man". He is a doll! I only wish I could be around him. I love his pictures and his blue eyes! His smile always makes me happy!
thank you all for the kind words. I'm so blessed to have Miles in my life and appreciate the influence that all of you have and will have on him in the future.
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